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02.06.05..4:22 pm SIX THINGS ABOUT FOOD 1. I�m wearing black socks with bright juicy strawberries embroidered on them. They�re making me feel nibbly. 3. I have beetjuice fingers and a beetstained mouth as a result of my beetfilled lunch � beetroot, avocado and heaping spinach salad with olive oil drizzled toast. It was delicious. I�ve recently taken to putting olive or soya oil on my bread instead of butter, I don�t know why. I�ve also stopped drinking coffee everyday. 4. When I was little my sister and I made a fort under this massive old willow tree in our backyard where we would play House and have picnics. If it was too close to supper, my mum would refuse to let us take something out with us, so we would very elaborately pretend to pick apples from its branches and take big fleshy bites out of the air. 5. My flatmates are teaching me Spanish using ingredients lists and the recipes in the Spanish Cosmo Flatmate Irene�s sister left when she came over a couple of weeks ago. We�re also using the Cosmo �Give-Him-A-Blow-Job-And-All-Will-Be-Well� style advice column. My favourite so far is the advice to a girl who�s boyfriend who doesn�t call her the day after they have sex and Irma Kuntz, Sexology Expert, effectively tells her that she doesn�t advocate mind games, but to ignore the guy for a while and not return his calls and then take him on holiday and lock him in their hotel room so he can�t �escape�. Because that doesn�t involve mind games. 6. Once I�ve enough capital I�m going to start marketing Steak PantsTM: underwear with the latest in steak design that get sheerer the rarer you go.. O Yeah! FIVE THING ABOUT MUSIC 1. I�m supposed to review Love is a Deserter, the new Kills EP, but after listening to it repeatedly last night I have to say it�s doing nothing for me. which rather bites because I adored Keep on Your Mean Side. FOUR THINGS ABOUT SMOKING 1. I once had three cigarettes in quick succession despite the fact that there were children in breathing range because I was furious with their parent/guardian who kept glaring at me sitting over my laptop trying to work and encouraging them to bang their cups on the table. The more he egged them on, the quicker I lit up. In my defence it was six days before my essays were due and I had had three hours of sleep the night before, but I still feel soooo guilty for having done that to a couple of kids who wouldn�t have been aware of what they were doing. THREE PIECES OF RANDOM POETRY A LA RECHERCHE DE PAUL VERLAINE In speechless, scandalous carousals Alone in my electric orchard FromThe Book Disease by Andi Garwood. VEILLES REVELATIONS DE L'ETRE Nous avons fait from French Poems in Honour of Jean Genet by Auban LouLoup de la Porte Roudaneso INDELIBLE, MIRACULOUS friend, think of your breath or frosted, untouched grass where you can dance alone a deep pool of silver water the beach is clean after the storm we all matter, we are all from Apology for Absence by Julia Darling TWO THINGS ABOUT GROINS 1. A little Satan in the groin I've been thinking a bit more about it (spy genre and masculine subjectivity/lack thereof in the Cold War), and I think I'd like to see how I can address bodily punishment and masochism as elements of, or possibly as repudiation of how lacks in information function ontologically in terms of masculine subjectivity. I also want to look at the function of moles/leaks/counterspies, and what they mean in terms of determining truth. My big problem is that I suspect I will have to remain within the Fleming/Bond mould - mostly because it's only 12000 words, so not as much room to move - but may also want to pull in Baroness Orczy, Helen MacInnes, Eric Ambler, and Len Deighton; other serial author/characters like Adam Hall/Quiller, John Buchan/Richard Hannay, Manning Cole/Thomas E Hambledon, Donald Hamilton/Matt Helm, John Edmund Gardner/Boysie Oakes; other ex-intelligence authors such as W Somerset Maughn and Compton Mckenzie... at least as frames of reference if not actual full-on analysis. There again, I've also been looking at novels in which spying seems an offshoot of paranoia like Conrad's Secret Agent, or John Kennedy Toole's A Confederacy of Dunces*, which could provide some insight, or possibly none at all, but I'm enjoying them nonetheless. As for theory, I'm tending towards Kiekegaard's Concept of Dread, Kaja Silverman's Margins of Masculinity, Slavoj Zizek's The Sublime of Ideology and Looking Awry, and Julia Kristeva's Power of Horror. Maybe some Hegel on slavery and bondage. Perhaps a little Sartre on existential plights. I don�t know. *I ended up on the other side of Stamford Hill at 1.30am last Friday because I was so engrossed in the Confederacy. I ended up backing-tracking over a mile on foot because there were no buses. On my journey I got accosted by a very out-of-it woman who reeked of something chemical and passed a gang of Hasidic Jews in their round beaver hats vehemently discussing something in Yiddish until one of them started laughing huge belly laughs and the street rang. They all patted each other on the back after that and continued on their way. So much to think about. ****emmms hello and goodbye - 16.02.07 like lightning in the morning - 19.06.06 knob-end loser - 12.06.06 don't get the wine part I - 10.06.06 a blurb is a blurb is a blurb - 07.06.06
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